Weirder

So weird. I dreamt I was pregnant and had to deliver the baby, but there was no 9 month bloated tummy, nor did it feel like there was a baby, nor did I know who the daddy was. I wonder if I knew or the doctors knew whether I truly was pregnant or not. This is what happens when you don’t know if you should trust yourself or others all week long.

Yeah, call it my biggest fear, to get pregnant, to have kids. Coz I don’t like kids. And sometimes, I don’t know if what my instincts are, are right or wrong, or just too much I’ve thought about.

And I seriously think I’ve been cursed from last Saturday. Remember how I was chased by 15 boys and lost my belt at the mall? Well, it surfaced again whole week through. First, at the Ad Unplugged workshop, the next table stole our idea, and they got first runner up, which means they get to attend the Kancil Awards dinner. Damn, damn, damn. Next, that stupid IDM gave me such a hard time by cranking out my computer on the most crucial deadline day. Hence, some of my important data could not be retrieved from my computer and had to get an extension for IDM! But what do u know, the curse was lifted today, when the computer regained its composure finally and was not on ‘preparing to hibernate’ mode anymore. 

Thanks so much to Joey, for rushing to my side when I was breaking down, to Sudhan, who asked for an extension on my behalf (coz I was back in my house, hoping to find a functioning computer but hopes were crushed), and Boon, for trying to help me from Thursday night till Friday night and coming over to have a look and taking it to Digital Mall. You guys are awesome and I need to repay J I’m forever gratuitous.

Well, there’s a long week ahead, as I foresee. Lots and lots of assignments coming up. And I wanna finish em off before their deadlines.

And oh, I have not been updating my latest best friend, the spending journal. Should spend more time with her!

Ciao guys! Enjoy the shortest entry ever.